Havent you given it a thought, how life might have been if time didn't go on..
If happy moments didn't pass on..
What if, life had no time..
What if, happiness never ceased..
Many years later, you think of an incident, laugh to yourself, and then a feeling creeps in,
What if, i could have that incident all over again..
You are deep in thoughts, tensed for something,
you think,
What if those rascals who made my life hell and heaven would have been here..
How life would have been a lot easier, if friends for life would have been possible physically and not just mentally..
You are sitting in your class, waiting for the teacher to come,
And out of no where something hit you hard on your face..
You turn with anger to see what it was, only to find one of that rascal smirking evilly..
You forget about it..
Long after everyone is gone, and you are left alone to struggle on with your life alone..
You think of that incident, cry to the heart felt, curse yourself and feel demean that you even got angry for it..
Tackling a situation with a series of emotion now at present, might not feel right in future..
Your heart cries out, you wish, if only i could have those few back..
Belief me, at that particular moment, no treasure, money or great comforts matters..
Deep in tensed thought does you realise, that money and luxury is indeed not everything in life to survive..
Its essential, but nontheless not crucial..
Mental state is what is crucial to live, to be in peace, to be blessed with a happy life..
I jot down this words, words that my heart not my hand speaks,
Going back by train all alone, totally bored, your body pleading to be crushed to be reliefed of the pain it experience, I think,
What if they had been with me, what if i wasn't alone..
How they would have made me feel better,
How their presence might have sufficed for my body to regain all the strength i lost..
With all this troubled and painful thoughts i write down this blog..
With none to share with, i share all this to myself again and again..
Voila, listen to those words i never spoke, listen and understand those feeling i cant speak out, but each and every cell in me cry it our loud..
What if, i could express each and every feeling i go through, each and every feeling i ever wanted to share, but could'nt..
I always try to get consoled for, but with a heavy heart had to drop it..
What if, you could understand everything without me saying it baby..
