A chaotic lifestyle often prevent us from saying out a lot of things out loud. Things are left unsaid, emotions suppressed and memories faded. Renaissance from the ashes of the life renders me at peace. All this years i was sure enough this is how my life gonna turn out to be, a loner who rots in hell all alone. A dream all along, an angel reliving me of my misery, kneeling down every night for it to be true.
"I have known you my entire life", i said to the angel. "4 years of utter silence and yet so much left to say. Tried to hide it away. and if this dream tells the story of my miserable life, the entangled way i cant find a way out, would you burn it for me or hang it up for everyone to see", i said. "Amen",said the angel. Have been clinging to the word all this time. Finally i let it go. I let it go.
One day i see the angel crying, her halo broken and wings torn apart.
With a dreaded voice and fear i ask her. My liberator was in pain, and she didn't say a word before. With a sense of utter disgust on myself i venture out to make things right. "I know having to go through all this your entire life has been really tough on you" i said. We fall down million of times in the journey, giving up and cutting short the quest is the path chosen by many. Bruised and scarred you continue your journey, i will make you. "If they hurt you, they hurt me too", i said. Shaken up and teary eyes she says, "Amen". The word that liberated me, will liberate you as well.
"I have known you my entire life", i said to the angel. "4 years of utter silence and yet so much left to say. Tried to hide it away. and if this dream tells the story of my miserable life, the entangled way i cant find a way out, would you burn it for me or hang it up for everyone to see", i said. "Amen",said the angel. Have been clinging to the word all this time. Finally i let it go. I let it go.
One day i see the angel crying, her halo broken and wings torn apart.
With a dreaded voice and fear i ask her. My liberator was in pain, and she didn't say a word before. With a sense of utter disgust on myself i venture out to make things right. "I know having to go through all this your entire life has been really tough on you" i said. We fall down million of times in the journey, giving up and cutting short the quest is the path chosen by many. Bruised and scarred you continue your journey, i will make you. "If they hurt you, they hurt me too", i said. Shaken up and teary eyes she says, "Amen". The word that liberated me, will liberate you as well.
24 years of desolation, and here i am finally at a destination. Hadn't really thought would say this someday, all the pain and suffering was worth it, Cox it lead me to you. A shattered heart and broken dreams, was worth it. Cox it lead me to you. In the midst of all the mixed feelings we often tend to forget the ONE thing. The base of our foundation, the angelic leverage that guides us, think about us and care for us selflessly.
